k.t.w

so much has changed but its going to stay the same

2007-03-21T20:53:23Z

This is the first time in years that I have looked at this Livejournal Account! I was reading through it and realzed that so much has changed. I was going to change the background and my icon but I cant.....it is the only thing in my life that has not changed since then...I know that sounds crazy but I miss those days more than anything.
So many people have came back into my life that I have mentioned in these past posts. Richard was a part of the family again for a while but it was because he as dating my sister. Eric came back into my life for a while there but he left again...as was needed! Reed came back into the family in many ways...many of which needs no discussion...and then there are the ones that cant come back....like Kyle...I miss him alot...he intrigued me so much I always felt like there was something that I could learn from him but I just never knew what it was....and worst of all i never got the chance
ONe more person that has came back into my life recently is Mitch....Lord, we made so many memories and he taught me so much about myslef...I just hope that things can be as good this time around. I need somethig that made me feel liek he used to make me feel.

I really was sick

2005-04-14T20:12:21Z

I stayed out of school today because i really was sick last night and into early this morning. No fo corse i cant go to tiffanys house because "Well you are sick right?" I dont care. Im tired and Steven came to see me today. We are going to Sixflags Saturday. Cant help it. I dont really wanna go but I am because there is a chance that we might have a good time. I dont know though.

Noah and Allie

2005-04-13T01:38:03Z

"They didn't agree on much, in fact, they barly agreed on anything, they fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday, but despite their differences they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other!"

~the Notebook

I remember it as plain as if it were yesterday, we were sitting there watching the movie and we had been fighting the whole night {LIke we ALWAYS DO} ang then that litttle quote came on and we both said at the same time that that quote was made for us. It sounds exactly like us. The rest of that night though we still fought because we wanted someone to feel like that about us but what we didnt even know was that we already had someone that did sitting right next to us. I really think that you can love someone so much that you can be blind to how much you really love them. WE WERE!

I cant let go and even if I could I dont think that I could let myself. This meant wat too much to me to let it go like he was just another guy. Peoplle say that I must be over him if I can date. I really feel like I am just waiting for my baby to come back to me. I have faith that he will. I know that he will be back for me one day but he is ust waiting until the time is right. I have had faith in him everytime we have been apart and in my mind right now I dont think that this time is any different. He was my world and no matter what someone does to you if they are your world then you cant just let them go away like they never matterd to you.

In so many ways I wish that he would find a way to read this. Sometimes I liek to think that maybe he does see me even when I dont see him. Liek amybe for just that minute that looking at me is enough for him. I dont know that it ever was for him but for me, if all that i could do is look at him for the rest of forever then I would. I love him that much. I still do and I always will. What people dont understand is that this wasnt puppy love. IT was the real thing. it still is and always wiill be. He is my baby. For life. I wont give up until the day I die. I love him. you cant take that away!

peachez205237 @ 2005-04-08T08:07:00

2005-04-08T13:12:41Z

Does all bottled water taste the same to you? No I only drink evian
Do you wear shoes when you hang around the house or do you barefoot it? barefoot
If money was no object, where would you go out to eat tonight? Well I am going to Olive Garden
List all the things on your bathroom counter without looking... Dunno....straight iron...ect.
Turn around and look behind you, what do you see? A bunch of my classmates
What's worse, a booger hanging out of your nose or a piece of spinach in your teeth? Booger
If you could invent a new flavor of soda what would it be? Peach...but i think they already have it
What's the first section you usually go to when you go to Walmart? the drugs
When is the last time you had a haircut? About a month ago
What kind of shampoo is in your shower right now? Garnier Fructice
How fast can you type on the keyboard? Pretty fast!
What time is it? 8:10
What time do you wish it was? 10:00
Did you get enough sleep last night? Umm no i was up with a friend watching a movie!
What's the worst fashion trend going on right now in your opinion? Stupis stilettos with freakin jeans!
Who is your favorite family member? My cousins husband Sean!
If there were no exotic species laws, what kind of pet would you get? MOnkey
If applicable, what kind of video games do you play? None
Are jigsaw puzzles annoying or delightful to you? Annoying
What's your GPA? Dunno
What do you wish it was? Dunno
If you could do anything you wanted to today what would it be? Go find Eric!
Can you lick your elbow? I dont know!
Can you put your leg behind your head? YEs
Do you crack your knuckles? Yes
Favorite brand of chapstick: Chap-Stick
Least favorite food: Fish
Bubble baths or showers? Showers
Do you have to wear deoderant? Uhh yeah!
How do you get the little fuzzies off your sweaters? I dont!
Are you allergic to anything? Yes to the tape that the doctor puts on my arm.
Are you an upfront person? YEs
Have you ever flashed anyone? yes
Besides your doctore, has anyone seen you naked? Yes
What kind of gum is your favorite? Big Red

peachez205237 @ 2005-04-08T07:58:00

2005-04-08T13:05:40Z

(x) ever smoked marijuana
(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
(x) madeout with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die
(x) had a crush on one of your friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the net
( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(xx) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn’t take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone’s name
(x) slept naked
( ) French braided someone’s hair
(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(x) been threatened 2 b kicked out of ur house
( ) been kicked outt your house

My Nerves

2005-02-04T02:41:57Z

I cant beleive how bad everyone is getting on my nerves. ITs just like the one girl that I used to be best friends is getting on them the most. She is so freakin dumb and she is lieing to everyone and I think that BRittany and Keslie know what I am talking about. She is tangling herself up now and she wont be able to get out later. Fuck it. It isnt my place anymore. And I am grounded so I have been stuck in this house forever. I am going crazy and I want out.

Today sucks as every other day

2005-01-30T22:09:40Z

I cannot beleive how bad today was but i guess i say that everyday. I hate life alot!! Its so pointless and I cant beleive that people actually love life.

My parents hate me and I dont care. I wanna leave anyways.

God I hate being stuck here! Its so stupid!

peachez205237 @ 2005-01-25T16:52:00

2005-01-25T22:59:11Z

1.) How old are you in dog years? I have no clue!

2.) If you had a personal chef, what would you order them to make for you right now? I would have a big steak!

3.) If you were a Crayola Crayon, what color would you be? Blue

4.) Do you kiss on the first date? It depends! Usually not though!

5.) What's your favorite TV channel? 55 Its the Comedy Central!

6.) Something you wish you were good at... Not being afraid to commit!

7.) What is on your feet right now? My shoes Clark Wallabes

8.) At the grocery store, do you go for paper or plastic? Plastic cause they are easy to carry!

9.) How many caffeinated beverages do you consume in a day? about 10

10.) What color are your eyes? Hazel

11.) Do you walk around naked in the locker room or are you the type to change in the bathroom stall? The bathroom stall for sure!

12.) What was your favorite TV show when you were a kid? Rugrats!

13.) Do you have a job? If so, what is it? NOpe

14.) How old do you think you'll be when you get married? The way it is looking 18 or 19

15.) Do you fart in front of your friends? Uhhh yeah duh!

16.) Do you make your bed or leave it messy? Leave it. Whats the point?

17.) Are you really busy or do you have a lot of free time? NO free time!

18.) What kind of car do you drive? A honda Del Sol

19.) How do you usually do your hair? Straight

20.) Have you ever been pooped on by a bird? Yes at sea world

21.) Are you a technology junkie or do you like the old way of doing things? Neither

22.) What brand of underwear do you usually have on? American Eagle

23.) Who do you live with? My mom dad and sis

24.) Are you a coffee drinker? NOpe

25.) What book are you currently reading? NOne

26.) What kind of toothpaste is in your medicine cabinet? Creast Whitining Expressions

27.) What is your favorite kind of cereal? Cinamin Toast Crunch

28.) What's your earliest memory? Going fishing with my dad

29.) When I say the word "marriage" what's the first thing that comes to your mind? ME and HIm

30.) What person in your life do you respect the most? There are so many people!

yet another day in this world.

2005-01-25T21:34:14Z

Well, I cant really explain today! It was kind of good kind of bad! I dont really know what to think of all of it. Well I think that me and Keslie and Brittany all found something that we have in common! We all hate Ashley. I think that she brought it on herself though. And I dont think that I actually hate her I just dont like what she is doing to me. I have tried to fix things between us alot of times. I cant anymore. I cant keep putting myself out there. I am a good person and I am not going to get treated like dirt evrytime that I try to do soemthing nice for someone. I dont think that Trace knows what he is getting himself into because if he did then he just would not go there. He isnt her type anyway. Duh that is so obvious. Oh well.

Oh my everyone is talking about my so called "teacher fetish" Whatever, yeah there are definitly some hot teachers now but I still would never have anything to do with them. Anyways its actually really funny!

Me and steven havent talked in a few days and I cant belive it. I honestly thought he was differnt but i know now that he is exactly the same. I dont care though. It will all be alright. Im good. I didnt like the way he reminded me so much of all the things that eric did. It was insane. But he was actually good to me. I dont care.

I want to quit school it is a waste of a perfectly good day. I hate it! I do like the teachers! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Today again......

2005-01-24T21:35:22Z

WEll I have to say that today wasnt really bad at all. Except for the fact that I am not doing well in my classes. Oh well I dont know what I am going to do abaout that!

I ate a sub today! Yummmy!

Nain was our substitute in class.

Court is with Reed!

Jason told on Court.

Not really funny if you ask me!

Tiff got her camera today and we are going to set it up tonight. Cant wait.

Went with Tiff and Crsytal to Putts last night to Watch Napoleon Dynamyte Funny as hell

Lovin life today!

Circus Fun

2005-01-23T04:17:41Z

Well I went to the Circus today! It was really fun. I dont know what it is about the circus but when I go I get all excited inside. I feel like alittle kid again. I was really looking foreward to tonight to and then my parents told me thet I couldnt see Steven and that If I wanted to see Tiffany that I would have to stay here. Ughh so she came over and we went to taco bell. Shes gone to Putts and I wish that I was with her.

Well I hope tomorrow is better than today. It will be I am going to find a way to make it that way. In my life I always have to hope for a better day. I dont think that anyone really gets me. I think Tiffany does becaue in alot of ways we are alot alike. I wish I was Friends again with Brittany and Keslie.

WEll I cant beleive how close i am to having to make decsisons about college. Tiffany and I talked about it. We are going to JSU for 2 years then to Virginia. I have to get away form here and I am happy about it. I wanna leave it all behind. Except for him.

i may not go to wellborn next year. That would be good for me. I think it is just the people here that are driving me insane. I feel like i keep getting stabbed in the back an dI cant trust anyone. Oh well. LIke I said In about a year I am leaving it all behind.

peachez205237 @ 2005-01-08T20:39:00

2005-01-09T02:42:07Z

KEslie was supposed to come over last night and watch that movie but she never called like she said she would. Oh well I guess we will have to do it some other time.

I was over at stevens house last night with tiffany and Crystal and this crazy girl came in and asked who was with stevens brother. it didnt end pretty.

My mom busted up over at Kev buddies today. Oh well I wasnt doing anything wrong.

Me and Tiffany are going out again tonight.

WE may go play cards. Fun Fun I wish kes would call me

Steven Buddy

2005-01-04T21:20:28Z

I cant beleive how fast this break went by. I am not ready to go back to school tomorrow. I really wish that I wouldve just quit. Oh well, I dont think that I am. I am going to go to Stevens tonight because it is my last night beofre school tomorrow. I think we will either go to KEvs or to Putts or we might go somehwere with Courtney and Reed. I went with her and Reed and Justin mudd riding last night. It was fun. Well I will holla lata.

My Christmas break

2004-12-16T02:05:03Z

Well i dont know

I dont really even wanna go on break cause i know i aint gonna do anything

Just sit

Richard wants to come over tonight i dont know why him and terri are probably having problems i am always the one that gets to help him i dont wanna anymore
I think i have feelings for him

Does anyone else think that things are just falling apart

Britt and Kes dont really hang out anymore
Me and Ash definitly dont hang anymore
I have found a new best friend
I wish it didnt have to be that way
I hate being alone

Oh well

I saw that one coming anyway

I havent ever found one true friend yet

Wish some one was real

Theres no one

Why not

BUt i am not really unhappy either

i dont know whats up oh well though.

Woah!

2004-12-10T23:08:02Z

Today was one of those crazy days. I had to take Mrs. Barnes test and it was so hard that I know I failed it. And then my mom came up there and ended up checking me out to go see Bigmomma because she was having a heart cath today. We didnt make it up there in time to see her before they took her back which sucks. Shes doing fine now.

Tonight i am going out with tiffany after i do all that crap for wrestling. I hate that. oh well.

Today in class Jeremy thought it would be funny to hump a chair, coach ford didnt so he scared the life out of jeremy. Jeremy even got up in front of the class and apoligized for his behavior. I dont know why but JEremy has this profound Respect for coach ford and its liek he has this effect on everyone. Its almost scary kind of like he might be the antichrist or something. I dont really get it. Its kind of like a fad going around the school. Like at oxford its like, "have you seen those ugg boots?" At wellborn its like, "HAve you seen that coach ford" I mean what the........

We did sniglets today in spanish fun!!!!!!

I love brocolli!

Christmas Time

2004-12-10T00:02:52Z

I dont know what it is about Christmas time but I just get so depressed. Me and Keslie were talking today about Me and eric and all of the good times we had. Yeah I know that the bad times far outdid the good times but when me and Eric had a good time we had a good time. I mean we didnt halfass anything. It was like those things that you look back at and say "i cant believe we did that" It kicked ass.

I cant believe that Kyle is gone. Its like yesterday we were all doing stupid stuff. It was like one more thing..... I cant explain. I dont really know how to take all this. And the way it all went down/. Its so crazy.

Its been a minute scince i have seen Eric! Its hard to say but I miss him.

ME and Richard have been hanging out more latly. I dont know what to think of that.

I am still tired and sick all the time. I hate it. Wish there was something that someone could do about that.

Filietta Is mother effing crazy! I mean for real. Shes the one that needs the counseling. Crazy.

I have to find a new group of friends. Backstabbers.

Equlibrium

2004-11-01T22:31:24Z

Man, I am so afraid. I dont know what is wrong with me but something is. I am sick all of the time and I cant even handle it anymore. I am so weak and I think that I may have something really wrong with me. And on top of all that, I hurt my foot today. I tripped over a rock. Yeah I know! A rock. And then coach ford told me that my equalibrium must be off. I dont think that he even knew what he meant by that. Yeah we made him a funny little book about him and Filitta. It was really funny. I dont think he found it very amusing. Oh well though. Man I really hope that Britt reads this cause i want her to know that I really miss her. Is really do think that we should hang out sometime. I hope she sees that. Well I have got to get an appointment with another doctor to see what is up with my ganked up body. I hope I am alright. 10 days till my birthday.

Party ON

2004-10-31T18:29:39Z

Last night at the party, well I wouldnt exactly even call it a party, I mean, there was NO partying going on anywhere except for the few beers her parents had, but lets just say it was like a living hell. I mean first of all, Sean was gonna stand there pretending he didnt notice me there and all until I got on the Dance Floor and then he wanted to come sit beside me and act like he was gonna get up in that. Yeah Right! But anyways and then Ashley gave me word that she invited Terri who therefore invited all of weaver to the party and I had all these girls coming up to me asking me if I Was eric bryants girlfriend. they all must have been living up under a rock for the past few months. Oh but was I pissed when 3 truckloads of weaver people drove up. I couldve died. BUt yall know me. I aint the type to let Terris fat ass get me down, so I danced. It felt good to because it was like I was dancin in her face saying "Look I am unpregant and happy" Well their realtionship is messed up any waays because I would hate to be with a guy that was only with me because I was having his baby. BUt I know she thinks that in the end I am the one that lost either way u look at it. Shes having richards kid and she screwed eric, but i am happy. Happy and alone.

Texaco Express WHore

2004-09-03T19:19:35Z

I went today to bring Richie and Anthony and Joe lunch. Well the only ones who ate the pizza were me, richie and kristin. Oh well though. I had lots of fun. We all sat there and goofed off and they put stickers on me. Ones that said this end up and Fragile: Handle with Care. It was so funny. I stayed up there a really long time until they got really busy. THey are just alot of fun to hang out with. Joe says he is going to start goin to the gym with me. lol that would be some funny stuff. Anyways Terri and Eric are supposably dating now. At this point I dont even care , in fact, i would even warn her about who he is. I have found out stuff about him since we have broken up that I didnt know before. I dont care though. I mean its not like the easiest thing I have ever done but It is not hard at all to let him go. I cant beleive all that crap with that girl at the sparkle mart. it made me cry. Well I met the bank girls today. Ugly!

WEll........

2004-09-02T22:46:58Z

I am dating Richard. That is a phrase I never thought I would be able to use. I mean, think about it, they were such good friends. But Richard is so good to me. He treats me like I always wanted to be treated. I hope this dont go down like everything else has for me latley. He is having a baby. I cant beleive I am even going through with this. I mean this is alot on him but It is also alot on me too. I am just prayin that everything will work out for us. It feels like we are supposed to be together. I love him. and it is the first time I have felt that for ANYONE in a while. And the first time in forever that I have felt loved back.

a while

2004-07-30T06:52:33Z

It has been so long since i have written in here. Me and Eric are not together anymore and i think this one is for good. I met Craig and that is another life changing experience in itself. Hes great! He even calls to see how my day was ! I went to ann and ashleys tonight. Jamie parris asked me out saturday night. I dunno! He is short. He is so sweet though. BUt CRAIG!!!!! Landy went completly nuts. Dunno why! thats about it.

game over

2004-06-18T06:10:25Z

Well me and Eric are over with. I could never lie and say that I dont miss him like crazy. I mean what do I do now? I had my first day at work tonight ! It was alright. I am not really sure about it yet but oh well. It is money. It wasnt real hard. I am so blank right now I just wish that I knew what to do. I mean me and Eric are still friends but I dont know what to do. I miss him alot. He is the only one that I could love.. We will make it one day.

peachez205237 @ 2004-05-14T10:26:00

2004-05-14T15:34:08Z

.:*The Basics*:.
First, Middle, & Last Name? :: Katie Nichole
Age? :: 16
Date of Birth? :: November 10
Location? :: Bama
Any Siblings? :: Yep
Are You in School? If So, What Grade? :: Yep - 10th
What Color is Your Hair? :: Brown
Are You Male or Female? :: Female
What is Your Weight & Height? :: 5'9"

.:*Love & Relationships*:.
Are You Single or Are You in a Relationship? :: I am in a realtionship with a wonderful guy named eric)
Who is Your Best Friend? :: Britt or Kes
Ever Been Kissed? :: Yeah
Are You a Virgin? :: yea
What Was Your Longest Relationship? :: this one is gonna be forever
Have You Ever Been in Love? :: Yes
Are You in Love Now? :: Yep! :)
Do You Have a Crush on Anyone? ::

.:*Right Now*:.
What Are you Wearing? :: black pants and a red shirt
What Are you Thinking? :: about eric
Drinking Anything? :: no
Eating Anything? :: Nope
Surfing Any Websites? :: no
Who Are You Talking to? :: Britt
Listening to Music? If So, What? :: Nothing, surprisingly
What Time is it? :: 10:31 am
How Many People Are on Your Buddylist? :: dunno

.:*Favorites*:.
Food? :: anything
Color? :: blue
Actor/Actress? :: Jennifer Anniston
Movie? :: Probably Wonderland or Salton Sea
Song? :: Anything thats good
Band? :: Dunno
Type of Music? :: Dunno
Person? :: Britt and Kes
Animal? :: Bulldogs

.:*Random*:.
Do You Drink, Smoke, or do Any Drugs? :: no
Do You Believe in God? :: YEs
Do You Have an Online Journal? :: Mhm, obviously?
Ever Lied to Your Parents? :: Yeah, who hasn't!?
Ever Been to a Concert? Which one(s)? :: YEs alot
Did You Sleep with Stuffed Animals? :: the one that eri gave me
What is Your Opinion on Abortion? :: I think it is just plain wrong
What is Your Opinion of George W. Bush? :: Doesn't know what the fuck he's doing.
Did You Like this Survey?: Not really, a tad bit on the boring side.

peachez205237 @ 2004-05-13T10:30:00

2004-05-13T15:39:48Z

Layer.one
Name: Katie
Birthdate: Novmeber 10
Birthplace: Jacksonville
Current location: Wellborn
Eyes: Hazel
Hair: Brown
Height: 5'9
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign:Scorpio
Layer.two
Your heritage: I really dont know
Your weakness: Eric! He always gets me but in a good way!
Your shoes you wore today: Black and diamond flip flops.
Your fears: Spiders losing eric heights
Your perfect pizza: All the meats and tons of cheese.
Goal you'd like to achieve:I dunno.
Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking up: Eric and having to take a test.
Your best physical feature: My lips i guess.
Your bedtime: about 11:30 or 12
Your most missed memory: Those with my cousin.
Layer.four
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or group dates: both
Adidas or Nike: Neither
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee
Layer.five
Smoke: uhh
Cuss: uhh
Sing:yes
Take showers daily: uhh yeah!
Have a crush: on Eric
Think you've been in love: I am now with Eric
Want to go college: yes
Want to get married: yes
Believe in yourself: yeah
Get motion sickness: sometimes
Think you're attractive: im alright
Think you're a health freak: nope
Get along with your parents: nope
Like thunderstorms: yeah
Play an instrument: yes
Layer.six - in the past months
Gone to the mall: yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
Eaten sushi: nooooo
Been on stage: yes
Gone skating: no
Made homemade cookies: no
Gone skinny dipping: yes
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: yes
Label.seven - ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nah dawg
Been called a tease: yes yes yes
Got beaten up: hell no
Layer.eight
Age you hoped to be married: 19 or 20
Number and name of children: none
Dream wedding: Run off to las vegas and britt be my flower girl
How do you want to die: in my sleep or doing something i love like having sex! lol
Where do you want to attend college: NOrth Carolina
Dream job: Singer
Country you want to visit: Ireland
Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: Brown
Best hair color: Brown
Short or long hair: Longer
Height: mine
Best weight: muscles
Best clothing: none
Best first date location: dosent matter
Best first kiss location: on my ass
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
Number of people I could trust with my life: 4
Number of CDs that I own: alot
Number of piercings: 5
Number of tattoos: none so far
Number of times my name's been in the news: ughh none i think
Number of scars on my body: dunno
Number of things in my past that I regret.:
I dont regret anything because i did evrything for a reason.

peachez205237 @ 2004-05-12T10:56:00

2004-05-12T16:03:28Z

Everyone, I have picked a new idol. Kurt Cobain. That is a long way from Anna Nichole Smith but I am guessing that the biggest differnce is that he is dead and she isnt. But what the hell, we will all end up dead anyways so why not pick an idol that is already dead. But the more you think about suicide the more it makes sense. I mean, I would like to have that kind of control over when my life ends as those people do. Ahh its like a total loss of control if you dont die when you want. Anyways, I also admire himf or all the drugs he did. I guess. I don't really know why.

I got my life back Monday, yeah just to let all yall fuckers know that I am back and this time I can promise you that it aint gonna be pretty. Im done with all of the amature bull shit. SO GET READY WORLD.

Yah know I love Eric I really do and thirs time he is the one that i am going to NOT fuck over. Nope not this time cause he hastn ever fucked me over and I love him very very much adn he is my life so no messing with him. I love him. I really hope that he likes who I am goign to turn into because I am going to be happy but at the same time I am going to be realyl wild and crazy! this is when it all goes down! Yay!